Being a huge belieber and simpsonizer its really hard to imagine what it would be like if my idols weren't in my life. Well they're not physically here (I can only imagine) but they are still both the biggest parts of my entire world. Justin and Cody mean absolutely everything to me, I don't understand people who hate on them or who hate on any celebrity. How can you live without someone to look up to and someone to love and support. I wish that "being a fan girl" could be something to say when you are interviewing for a job because its a huge part of my personality. I generally think that people who have idols are better and more loyal people. People with idols are a lot stronger than other people, we have to face bullying from others every day for doing nothing wrong. Fan girls are the toughest of them all. Having an idol gives people more respect. You learn not to hate on other people, celebrities or fan bases because you know what it's like when the smallest insult about the one person (or people) you love more than anyone, can completely tear you up inside.
Most people just assume that if you love a celebrity then you are a 12 year old who has a crush. I don't think I could ever stop loving my boys. I've been supporting one for four years and the other for three. I may have started loving them at 11 or 12 years old but I'm 16 now and I still haven't left them. It's not just a "faze". It's for life.
I don't understand how you can't have an idol, that person or those people who can make you really happy and connects to you through twitter, music, videos etc... Someone who doesn't know you but still cares about you. Someone who you would die for even though they don't know who you are. Someone who you would give everything up for just to meet them one time. Someone who loves you and you love them back. You create a bond with your idol, a bond that can never be broken because nobody can ever take it away from you. Having an idol will generally make you a happier person. Even when they make mistakes YOU can learn from them because you will understand the consequence more often.
Being a fan girl does come with downsides such as when the media completely blows little things out of proportion and can make your idol come across as a monster. But sticking up for your idols and being there for them is what fangirling is all about. It comes with a lot of drama and a lot of heart break but I would never give it up for the whole entire world. Meeting other beliebers and angels makes me so happy, seeing them in concert is the most wonderful feeling with the best atmosphere you could possibly imagine. Being a fan is hard, especially when your idol is hurt and all you want to do is hug them but they don't even know who you are. But being part of something as beautiful as a family full of millions just like you is better than any dream you could possibly think of.
I love having Cody and Justin as my idols. They mean more to me than most people would ever know.
They deserve so much more respect than they get.
- Sanny
Saturday, 28 September 2013
Sunday, 22 September 2013
Life Choices
Yesterday I was having a discussion with someone who doesn't think that they are good enough to do what they love as a job when they are older. This person felt that because of their A level choices, they should just take the easy option and do what they know they are qualified to do but when this person was telling me about their future plan, I could just tell that they were not happy with it. There is no point in doing something if you are going to wake up every morning and wish you did not have to go to work. You should never take the easy road just because you know it is the safe option. Always do the thing that you know you are going to enjoy doing for your whole entire life and aim towards that. If you haven't done the right GCSE's/A levels or you don't have the right experience then go get the experience! There are so many courses and clubs out there that could help you out with reaching your dream job. Don't give up just because you think you're not good enough, especially seeing as everyone is capable of doing anything.
Do what you love, love what you do.
- Sanny
Saturday, 21 September 2013
Me and 2013 ft the world
ONLY BORING PEOPLE GET BORED
I don't want to post about things that have happened in the past on this blog of mine but I'm going to make an exception seeing as this is my first post. Trust me the rest of my blogs won't be this long. Its hard squeezing your whole life into one post!
Important things that have happened in my life:
WELL I HAVE MET MY IDOLS CODY AND JUSTIN :D Thats the best part!! 2013 has been the most amazing year of my life and I wouldn't change anything about it. I have done so much and the year is not even over yet! So I am going to tell you about my year so far:
At the beginning of the year I went to Ireland with two of my best friends and we met Jedward! We also went to the Ha'penny bridge where they shot a scene from Hollyoaks a.k.a the greatest soap in the world.
In February me and Alex went ice skating which I was very excited for as I had only been twice (three times now) and not since I was around 6. Unfortunately we didn't get any pictures as we were too busy falling over!
In April it was my 16th birthday...not much else happened too be honest:') My favourite presents were a Justin Bieber cardboard cut out (from Char and Megan), I <3 Cody Simpson pants (from Evie), 1994 beanie (from Alice), a locket necklace (from Alex) and some money as I used the money to buy Selena Gomez tickets!
MARCH. HOW DO I EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN HOW PERFECTLY AMAZING MARCH 2013 WAS!!!!!!!!?????? I have been a belieber since 2009 and an angel/simpzonizer since 2010 and finally after all those years I got to see my idols live!!! On the 1st of March I saw Cody live, it was amazing! I couldn't stop crying! And me and my simpzonizer bestie Tess even met Brad Simpson (Codys dad) and Justin Stirling! On the 4th of March I saw Justin live with my belieber bestie Alice, Cody was also performing there as he was the support act for Justin. You have no idea how happy it makes me seeing them together! I ship #Codstin okay? The atmosphere on both those nights were just incredible! If you're not a fan of anyone then you don't know how amazing it is being surrounded by a crowd of people who love and support the same person you do. Those were the happiest moments of my life! But then on March 6th I actually met Cody and his beautiful sister Alli! I couldn't believe it was happening, I also met Codys dancers and guitarist! I couldn't stop crying when I saw him.
Never ever stop reaching out for your dreams because when it happens that one moment of happiness will last you a life time!
The beginning of summer was filled with revision and exams :/ My GCSE results came out pretty good though so I was pleased. We had our last day of secondary school as well where everyone signed each others tshirts, it was a really joyful occasion! Me and Alex even went to Thorpe Park, it was so quiet because it was a bit rainy but that didn't stop us from having fun! Rides we went on:
Depth Charge, Samurai, Detonator, Slammer, Rush, Nemesis Inferno, Tidal Wave (x2), Colossus (x2), Swarm forwards (x2), Swarm backwards, Saw the ride (x3) and a Merry-Go-Round bc Stealth was closed. In June we had our Prom, I had been so excited for this! It is suppose to be the most important night of your life. You can get married more than once but you can only have one prom - I think that's a quote off of Glee but oh well (RIP Cory <3). We went to Prom in a fire truck!! It was an amazing night and the after party was just as good! Me, Alice and Jade were the only ones who managed to stay awake the whole entire night!
In July me and my best friends went to Megans caravan down at Shorefields however we had to have a bigger caravan with a hot tub and a steam room because the pipes at Megans caravan were frozen over (what a shame!!). We met the most loveliest lifeguards, they're so funny and full of banter. One of them remembered us from about three or four years ago! We even went on a voyage to a pub to meet one of them who used to work there but doesn't any more. The lifeguards there are the funniest people you could ever meet.
I basically had the best summer of my life! Thats what I was hoping it would be. Out of the two and a half months that I was off, added together I was only home for two weeks. I went out and saw my friends so much! It was a really amazing summer and I loved every second of it! For Chars birthday party we even went to an actual recording studio and recorded a song!
In September college started again but there was still so much to look forward too! The first weekend back me and Megan went to London to see Selena Gomez live! There was one really moving moment where everyone in the audience held up a sign saying "I'm just beautiful me" during her performance of Who Says. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzE1mX4Px0I It was a really beautiful time and I wish I could go back! Selena is the most sexiest woman alive. She came out to see everyone afterwards, we were about a metre away from her and everything!
The weekend after that me and my best friends went to Butserfest 2013! We went zorbing, rock climbing, cycling, laser tag, wrecking ball and on bungee runs. The moshpits where the best! Got so many bruises but everyone is so nice because when you fall over (which I did) they pick you back up again, and then start shoving you but still! It was really scary at night time, you only say flashing images and then bam, someone punches you in the arm. In a nice way of course. We met the band Natives and got there signatures. My favourite band there was We Start Partys! We even managed to find our way into The Portsmouth News (newspaper). We made friends with the funniest group of boys as well!
College so far has been great, so much better than school. I really enjoy the subjects I am taking (Joint English, Media, Psychology, RE). In the future I have a lot coming up too such as a Jedward concert next weekend, in October I am going to Commicon in London as Princess Mononoke, I am going to see David Tennant as Richard The 3rd next January, going to New York with the college (Megan and Tess included) next February and seeing Miranda Hart live with Alex next March!
My past has been interested too. My first ever cat was my lovely Laurner and then a year later we kept one of her kittens Patch, still have both of these annoying cats. Not so cute any more but I still love them to bits. I also had two dogs called Holly and Benji and then another one later on called Buddy. All sadly have passed away. I have been to Disneyland Paris, Port Adventura Spain and Sri Lanka because I have family over there. If you havent heard of PGL then I suggest you look it up. Me and Megan went to the one at Osmington Bay in Year 6, its the greatest place a 10 year old can go! In 2005 I won a fashion competition out of 400 people, I was in the newspaper and everything! I have won dance trophies and even a tennis trophy! In 2012 me and Megan completed our Bronze Duke Of Edinburgh Awards, to do so we even had to take a Life Saving course! I have performed at theatres as part of the chorus and so much more. I have met Cody and Alli, Diags off of TOWIE, The Midnight Beast, Jedward and I plan on meeting pretty much the whole entire human race. I realized I love writing at a really young age. I can never seem to stop.
About me: My favourite shop is Primark because its perfect. Enough said. When I am older I would love to live in Australia and learn how to surf! I have no idea what I want to be when I am older, lets hope I figure something out soon. I love shows like Hollyoaks, Doctor Who, The Big Bang Theory, Supernatural, Ugly Betty, The Mindy Project, New Girl, Big School, Miranda etc... I have a huge girl crush on Vanessa Hudgens but I also think Selena, Demi, Miley and Ariana are hot too. I love David Tennant and Miranda Hart and if it wasn't obvious then I really love Cody and Justin! I don't like doctors because when I was little I broke my shoulder playing football and I had this horrible doctor who told me to lift my arm up and it really hurt! My favourite movies are Never Say Never, Brokeback Mountain (I am a HUGE supporter of gay equality) and Spirited Away (I love anything Studio Ghibli) When I was younger I had this horrible illness where I coughed up blood so the doctor said the only thing I could eat was ice cream, that's why whenever im ill now I just always have ice cream. Everything I do is for a reason, even the spontaneous things, I do them to make memories and have fun. One time I even dyed my hair in a stream because why not?
Okay well I can't think of any more so hopefully that is it. This has been really long because I tried to cram everything into one post. My future blogs will be so much shorter and they wont be about the past. They will be all about the present.
Thanks for reading guys, well none of you probably even got to the end but don't worry I forgive y'all!
Love you
- Sanny
Twitter: @SannyHoskins
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)